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My brain is on fire!
Ahlem El Mezni
I feel like I’m in an inside war; and I shall keep it all there because I’d rather destroy myself than everyone else! It’s like I’m losing my self somewhere, in a place which is hard to be found.
I’m missing my peaceful days, I miss doing my nights, sleeping for hours without wondering, without being worry about tomorrow.
My pillow is fed up of being wet every night, my lashes miss hugging each other, and I miss my fucking sweet dreams!
Each and every morning I wake up with too much pain in my deep down, with dark circles which are closer than my best friends.
As for my smile, it ‘s becoming sarcastic, cold and soulless like a Strang guest who's knocking my door in a snowy night.
I’m starting to hate what I used to love! Everything looks boring and meaningless, you know!
Too much Echoes in my head. Too much voices and screams which suffer in the dark.
Believe me! It hurts a bunch!
It hurts to the point that I don’t even know from which part the pain is coming!
Every single sound becoming loud and noisy for my ears; the water drops, the cars voices, the alarms, the chew, the laptop keyboards.
You know that feeling when you are just exhausted, tired of being tired, you don’t want to leave your bed, but you cannot sleep either. No motivation, no concentration, no whatever you want!
But after all I keep faith and hope, I believe that I’m not the only one, because all of what was written above is part of being human.
Ahlem El Mezni
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