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Dear world , what have I done to you ?
by Molka Ben Bey
Nobody likes weepy persons , who live pessimistically , who keep talking about their misfortune the whole day long , that you wish you were deaf when they’re around …
Has anybody ever thought of those who cannot cry at all ?
I suppose I’m one of them .
I grew up with two older brothers , and overdose of masculine presence shaped a special femimine character , with a vulgar attitude .
Since I was a child , I was taught that crying was a weakness , that a strong person never cries , that tears make us look pathetic …
And I grew older , unable to cry …
I kept pretending to be “strong “ , and I never thought I’m gonna , someday , regret being that strong …
They laughed at me , I didn’t cry .
they teased me , and I didn’t cry .
they broke my heart and I , also , didn’t cry …
I , now , started missing that feeling of relief you get after crying your heart out ..
A huge amount of accumulated feelings has been hidden for so long , that it started to tighten up the grip around my neck ..
I’m suffocating , and all I need to do is to .. cry ….
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