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Lost (dark thoughts )
Poem by Ikram Souilem
I'm a lost soul in a daze without an end
my mind is drifting even when i'm with a friend
I sit and fake a smile
nod every once and a while
sometimes i act like a child
others i act so reckless and wild
I'm being who they excpect me to be
any way that's all they want to see in me
no one even notice that my hapiness is fake
how could they for God's sake?
I'm getting better in lies
that's a thing no one denies
I pay attention to what i say
I play the part 24h a day
I hide my pain so deep
I laugh when i want to weep
I get ready and go out
when all i want is to scream and shout
I do whatever comes to my mind
as long as it's something i can hide behind
they think i'm living on the edge
When all i want is to jump off a bridge
They think that i'm burden free
When i'm trapped not being me
I'm a lost soul , i live in hell
I just pretend to feel well
I hate this world but i play along
untill death takes me where i belong
to somewhere empty, somewhere calm
where no one can do me harm
sometimes all i want is to take a knife
and make my way out of this life
sometimes i imagine that's all i need
is to cut myself untill i bleed
to feel no pain , no guilt anymore
to do the one thing i'm looking for
it would be so easy and quick
to leave the world that's making me sick
but instead i fake a smile and wait for fate
death will come ,he's only late
meanwhile i'll play along
untill death takes me where i belong
by Ikram Souilem
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