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fear-fight-howTakwa Khelifi


They ask you : why you are running ? Are you escaping your fears ?


You say : No I’m running to escape my negative thoughts, to escape my own skin.


And you know that you are moving without moving your place and you are just running in circles and making the same mistakes in your life instead of progressing. You thought when you moved on everything would change , but you can see you are still on the hamster wheel- NOTHING has.

 

People are usualy running away or running to their loves, but what about running to their dreams ?


Actually I am always running ; from a corner to an other in my night dreams,from my fears in the darkness..I run from passion to purpose, from desire to needs, from dreams to goals, from weakness to power, from ambition to an other,.I run from failure to success, from anxiety to peace, from stress to well-being,..from depression to happiness, from death to life, from darkness to light...but I am honnesty running from myself.


I am always ready to run, nothing stops me. I don’t want to keep going back there, I’ve always avoided it. I am running no where, looking back I see the futur and I want to handle the past. I want to know better than to run, my feet are still mooving. I am sick and tired, people only run to get thin or to be able to eat more food. They run for their bodies , that’s never why we should run. Running is challenging yourself to be better to be faster to be more confident because you believe you can. Running is about having fun and discovering yourself, it is about discovering something new and clear your mind. Actually it’s about believing in yourself, it’s about bulding self esteem,


So why do I run ? I run because I have a purpose and I know I could be better, I don’t run to look better but to be stronger than before. Everytime I run I learn something and I realize that I am a strong girl with a really cool spirit. I am running to be no one esle just to be myself. Because there are somethings in this life that make me run. I don’t allow bad people to destroy my passion for living, I have to run after it. I would rather try and fail than not try at all, I would rather go for it and not get it than not go for it at all. I am going after my destiny


Runing away is not an option, it is not a solution. I am running to leave all my worries behind. I have had enough of my life here but it doesn’t go because of fear. I know that pain is part of the road and will make me realize that life does not give us things quit cooked. We should feel  it, endure it, accept it and it will help us rise.
My heart whispers : I wanna run to an other deep side, I wanna enjoy running while listening to someone saying :


« Come to me, my love.


I will shelter you from the storm,


I will become your refuge.


Run to me, my love. » .

 


Takwa Khelifi

 

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